Nationals and life afterwards

Ah nationals... So thats a pic of Josh and I at a restaurant, and the other's of me and devo prepping. So bascially i had an awesome time. And then i come home, and reality sets in. So at nationals i have friends, I can talk to people and i have confidence. Here I've got none of that shit. I'm just a stupid insecure nerd who can't talk to people here at home. I don't how well i hide my insecurities, or what people actually think about me. God I feel like I'm so isolated from everyone. Why do I feel so akward all the time? Ok screw it now this is turning into an emo rant, and i'm no stupid emo kid. Shut up insecurities. Ok i'm done.

More good stuff, I just played an excellent soccer game. Oh yeah, poirier's tests are a joke i got 100% on the first one. Apparently i made a good king lear in english class. I love my new classes, i have friends in all of them. Kelci and Caitlyn our video is retarded, but i love it.

I love music from evita!!!! I saw it live a few weeks ago, AMAZING I tell you.

Ok so there's the happy stuff that make up for my ranting. Because life isn't that bad.